
I'm not certain if it's still worth it but I am still going - though I feel weaker now than before.There are only two choices: to keep the faith or to lose that little hope. It's complicated. I do not know which to choose.If that certain time comes where I would decide to become more open about what I am really feeling right now, then for sure I will be postings things here.I do not know. Maybe it's because I started out making a mess...