"A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain."
- Abraham Cowley
Thursday, August 13, 2009
After Everything Has Been Said...
Today, I have to let go... and all will be forgotten.
This is what I am trying to work on as I am writing this. I know this would be very hard, but I would rather try it...
There is always a rainbow after the rain, they say. And if this is true, I hope I will find the rainbow soon. But, is it really just a rain? I do not know.
Now only one thing is for sure... despite of all the pain you have caused me, you would still be a big part of me, in my mind, in my heart, and in my soul.
I know this is no big deal to you, but I am just letting you know. I don't care anymore, I don't care anymore because I know that no matter how I have tried to run and hide, and kept things just by myself, I always ended up thinking of you... Everything seem to remind me of you.
But after everything has been said and done, and knowing that I once had you in my life... I am hoping that those memories of how I used to be, would be the traces that will remind you of me...
... Yes, I am missing you...