"If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it one day when we are separated? And if being separated is a part of life, and you know about separation well, is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them? At the same time, I was also wondering... is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? - THE LOVE OF SIAM"
Everything is back again to where we were last time. Me trying and doing all the efforts to make things happen, and holding my own happiness just for you to be happy... because you seem to appear to be doing the same thing, and I thought that we could really make it right.
Yet at this point, you appear to be just playing around with me and with my feelings... and just trying to make me feel better and comfortable even if it's not really what you wanted...
Now I am thinking that maybe I should not really settle to be in a relationship that I am really not into... I mean, for being just the one who cares and just the one who's trying to be accepted by the other one. Also, I should try to look for the real one who would be into me as I will be into that person. And maybe in this case, I will be fair enough to myself and to my whole being as a person.
For in this world that is full of lies and fakes, no matter how I try things to be right or to even be just fine, I will forever be just an option.
"Do not waste your time on someone who doesn't appreciate you the way you should be appreciated... Do not ever settle for mediocrity, for being just an option, for being the one who's just fun to be with, for being the one who's always there desperately waiting for mere concern or pity, or for someone who likes you just because he knows he's got the power to break you... Do not ever settle because deep down inside, you know who you are, and you know without a doubt that you deserve better if not the best."
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7 COMMENTS:
I believe you really deserve someone much much better; someone who'll reciprocate the LOVE. I am in that situation with a friend before, and it took me years before I get over with the feelings. At least I was able to get over right? I do believe that TIME heals all wounds. In TIME.
nakz! aJ...Do not waste your time on someone who doesn't appreciate you the way you should be appreciated....
from uR post yan....
be happy! go foRward...
Being just an option really hurts. Others can be so insensitive most of the time. But I have believe there's always a lesson to it. Hope you will find the one who has the "Forrest Gump" kind of love soon.
wow madz, i am indeed thankful that i have found an online buddy like you... and i am just thinking how good GOD is, because i`ve found you the moment when i am lost in the darkness where almost everybody dared not to look for me... from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much! you`re one of a kind. you always made me feel that you`re always there for me, and if only you`re here, you would surely be the first person whom i would be confiding all these troubles that i am currently into. again, thank you so much. your words of encouragement are enough to somehow ease the pain.
i guess you`re right mark, but somehow, i`ve also realized that in this world and life that we are currently dealing with, you need not to expect too much... coz what if he really appreciates you but it`s not that much as what you have expected in him, would you just give him up because of your standard?
haha. yea. i am hearing you. haha.
'forrest gump' is indeed great, and everyone is looking forward to meet a person with such kind of love. haha.
thank you.
Thhank you for writing this
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